Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Boys and broken hearts

So I'm talking to this guy on fb yeah? And I like him. And I like talking to him. He's interesting and seems fun and he seems interested in me too. But I am so scared that I like his attentions only because I have only so recently been suffering from a broken heart. Or that he's a rebound. And gods that not fair. and the worst part is I wasn't even dating the guy who broke my heart. And now I'm worried about this and over-thinking it and the glow I had from talking to him is leaving. And I hate when that happens. I think it may be partly due to Joe's text message from this morning. Which has had me a in a really weird mood. Also I may have invited Mitch to come swing dancing... Oh my god. What am I doing? Ok. Breathe. Breathing is good. I don't want to end up in a facebook/texting only relationship again. I've had that too often. I just want to have a real relationship. An actual holding-hands-kissing type of relationship that I've never had. And I'm starting to be scared that I never will...

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